This is what I owe myself. True, deep expression of me, without the fear of others perceive it. I am not "goth", or "emo" -- I just am. You are welcome to take this journey with me, so long as you can keep your mind open and your negativity at the door. This page is for me, not you. Ideas and thoughts contained within are the stairs to my journey..whether it be ascention or descention, is not for you to judge. You are only the silent witness.
You will see what I show you, opening every door into the depths of my soul and my psyche. Some rooms are dark, some are bright. Some are frightening and even some others are humorous. The most important thing you will experience, is myself, raw and uncensored. What you walk away with, will be unbridled truth. I do not ask you to accept it or even to like it, but you will not be my judge. I have a much higher power than you.
Unsaintly is a term I've created as a catalyst to explaining my spirituality. Originally, it was [ darquehalo ] which expressed my balance between light and dark. After many years, I came up with [ unsaintly ] firstly as the book title I am currently writing and secondly, as the closest word I could come up with to describe me.
I've used the name in all my forums, in graphics (outside of "halo") and even for characters in online MMRPGS's. However, I am fully aware that others have copied it and used it, don't be surprised if you find them out there. More importantly, know that you will.
News of the book may come here, however, don't hold your breath. It has been a long time in the making and will probably stay that way...sorry but I like to make sure my research is thorough and my characters are full of life before I present them.
Until then, enjoy your trip with me. Up or down -- I am still the same.